i love my quiet space

I am updating this post, for I have come to the realization that this is going to be about art, art, art and more creativity from within my soul. if it offends, i greatly do not apologize because this is who i am and i want to express that whole heatedly

searching deeper and deeper in my soul

thinkin' bout the days when i was a little one

soaking up the rays on my surf board

back darker than a ripened strawberry

I miss the days of gazing at the universe, but there is no reason why i cannot blast back into the outer limits of my mind.

mental freedom

mental space

we all come from a certain place, and have to be empathetic to those who are suffering

we all need to look into the eyes of people talking to us, and listen to hear

not to speak

xx

UPDATE

 

I AM GOING TO CARE ABOUT MYSELF A LITTLE MORE THAN I HAVE BEEN.
(CHECK)

I AM GOING TO RE-VAMP MY WHOLE CLOSET.
(I got rid of everything)

I AM GOING TO THINK POSITIVE.
(min by minute, hour by hour, day by day, smile by smile)


_remember how beautiful you are inside and out_

XX

Sketches for three of my favorite Fashion Bloggers:

Lights Drive My Soul

Disarming Darling

Jean Greige

Scatterbrain

Wowie wowie WOW. This week has been a long one. I really need to get organized. I moved into my house almost eight months ago and I seriously have not re-vamped my closet. The rest of my house is great, but god forbid walking into my room. I swear I am sending everyone to voice mail tomorrow if anyone calls, and getting my life ORGANIZED. I need to focus on me a little. Now wheres my White Russian!?!

>^.^< 

Zoning out and feeling inspired has been very refreshing for me lately. I ended up purchasing a bunch of my favorite gem stones and wrapped them. I find it very soothing to smell mint candles, hear a baby snore, and be able to have all the 'me' time in the world.

It's 8:50p and I'll be having my coffee now.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

*If you are interested in my gem wraps, they are now for sale @ my Etsy shop-

Click _HERE_.

DISCOUNT with the coupon code: N3CTAR

Elya! Baby Girl! Little Bunny!

\

I have not posted any pictures of my precious lil' bunny lately. I thought I would put a few up that I have taken this past week. Elya is growing so fast! She has a cousin James who is 5 months now too! We have not seen his development in person, only in pictures. It sucks when some people keep others out of their lives for selfish, stupid reasons...I wish these two babies can get to know each other!!

In the mean time, our little family is doing so well. We are extremely happy to be parents and to watch our child grow. Kyle is a wonderful father and Elya is a super intelligent, sharing, kind, loving daughter.

We have each other and that is all that matters!!

xx

((((P.S Cheers to reuniting with old friends))))

********************************************************************

I was wondering if I should start posting pictures of my outfits?

I feel totally out of the box and want to share the art i wear on my body...

...if only I can bring myself to re-vamp my closet.

TOOTLES!

xx

Backstage at the Noco/Xotica Show @ Tower Theater, Fresno CA

I just had to snap a few photos  backstage at the Noco/Xotica Performance I performed in. Everyone looked amazing, and I feel bad for not being able to snap a photo of everyone!! Even the dancers from Oklahoma were awesome. Everything was swell! We have another performance this Saturday.

I perform at 8pm in the Prologue.

Please come support your local performers!

Shows are 2, 4 and 8pm @ Tower Theater, Fresno CA

xx

smell the flowers, taste the sunshine

Miss Van

A gathering in Angels Camp, CA. Art by Revan J. Photo by Muah

Photo by Me in Bakersfield, CA

Photo by Gaylon in Fresno, CA

Photo by Us,  @ Cisco's, Fresno CA

Photo by Molly

Photo by Me, Los Angeles, CA with Danielle (see her with the beer?) >^-~< 

It is indeed a sunny, sunny day and I am happy!!! I am currently washing every single clothing item that Kyle, Elya and I own. I was thinking I would be here for awhile, so why not post some random pictures! I have a collection of pics I just save for the hell of it, so I posted a few. I do not remember most of the sources, so for that I do apologize! If you do know of any, please let me know :) 

eminectar@gmail.com

If you are currently staying in Fresno, Clovis, or anywhere around, you should come out to the Tower Theater on March 4th and March 10th for the NOCO ROGUE SHOW 2012 

------>(NOCOdance.org)<------

March 4th: Sunday

2:00 PM (60 min)

4:00 PM (60 min)

8:00 PM (90 min PREMIER show)

Feat. Perpetual Motion/ OK & Vibrations Dance Company/ SC

March 10th: Saturday

2:00 (60 min)

4:00 (60 min)

8:00 (90 min PREMIER show)

Feat. Out on a Limb/ TX & Grid Dance Theater Production/ TX

*The XOTICA Show @ PREMIER Showings 8:00 PM*

I am fortunate enough to be a back round dancer for two short dances in the eight o'clock performances for the XOTICA Show. That show will be the best, so I am telling people to get your tickets for the 90 minute Premier! The kick line girls are so sexy! I tempt you!

Please come out and support your local dancers!!!

xx